My body feels like a cement block.

My breathing is labored.

The darkness of despair presses in on me.

I no longer see the light.

I’m dying.

I’m dying physically. I’m dying emotionally. I’m dying spiritually.

I’m numb. I feel nothing. I close my eyes. I wait. I have a strange peace knowing I will not see morning, and I’m glad.

Out of the darkness, I hear a whisper in my ear. “Mother, it’s me, your daughter. I love you. I understand you cannot bear this pain. It’s OK to go if you must. I will be OK. I will trust God with my life. You do not have to worry. I know. I understand. It’s OK.”

I felt a sweet kiss on my cheek and something slipped under my pillow. The silence comes again. I pull this from under my pillow and read it.

At this moment… my world would be changed forever.

I realized I hadn’t lost EVERYTHING.

I realized what I still had and its MASSIVE VALUE.

An unselfish, unconditional love was bestowed on me by my dear daughter I couldn’t deny.

It would become my life’s greatest lesson.

I BEGAN TO PRAY…

Then I closed my eyes and feel into a deep sleep.

I looked around and realized it was morning and I was still here.

My thoughts began to race. I’m going to live. But how?

• How will I support myself alone? 
• How will I ever recover my health and strength?
• What will my life look like now?

And then I heard a voice. A “still small voice” behind me, saying…

I didn’t know for certain what those words meant but I did know the grief that consumed me wasn’t going to take my life.

I knew I was going to live and go down a path I’d never known before.

A sure path that was designed especially for me, my daughter, my whole family, and those I would serve. I needed nothing else but those words.

I crawled out of bed, across the floor, and to the bathroom to wash my face. I showered and dressed, and though weak, trembling, and shaky, started my new life.

Inspiration directly from God to us individually. It’s what FINALLY gave me true motivation and got me out of bed that day. It’s something to shout about when this happens after a lifetime of the wrong kinds of motivation surrounding my behaviors and relationships.

Direct inspiration and sincere motivation opened my eyes and set me free. With these things in place, I began to see a clear path filled with correct principles, a plan of salvation that made sense, and a God whose character, methods, and love touched my heart in ways I’d never known.

My experiences became genuine, and my connections were authentic, leading to a real transformation in my life. These things then gave me a new and meaningful mission and purpose.

Later, in my work as a Life Coach, I guided people through the same process I went through, celebrating each milestone along the path with them. The experience for me started with unraveling my trauma, then as my journey progressed, I began instilling the truths God was teaching me, and then He and I created a new story for my life.

I learned how to plug into the TRUE SOURCE of Love, Light, and Power and unplug from the FALSE SOURCE of deception, falsehoods, and misrepresentations. I began to apply the correct principles in my life.

Finally, the inside parts of me aligned with my actual life and experiences.

No longer did I feel like an imposter inside.

This process gave me the freedom I had always envisioned for my life. I was now truly free.

Free indeed!

Life is truly our “Education Book” and anything and all things in our lives are our teachers. When the “trauma patterns” began to heal, and I became a “true student,” God began helping me to see just how many teachers I really had all around me. How He had already made provision for me.

The “Life Experiences” and the “Divine Appointments” came one after another in quick succession in various shapes and forms.

And now, 10 years after my true healing journey began, I just expect it.

I look for it.

I expect people to show up in my life right on time.

I expect circumstances to arise right on time.

I expect the “lesson of trials” to appear right on time.

I expect God’s tender care to emerge right on time.

God has used so many people and circumstances in my life to teach me and help me grow and help me heal.

And He’ll do it for you too!

When we go through life with “Our Eyes Wide Open” we will see ALL He has ordained for us. We will truly be filled with “His Abundance” in every way. We will begin to understand “that great mystery” of His Merciful Loving-Kindness for us… personally.

A thorough healing experience addresses all 3 PILLARS.

While it appears to be a straight and organized healing path, in reality, it’s never that simple. These 12 MILESTONES below are visited over and over again, and not always in this specific order.

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